<h3>Who Knew?</h3>

Who knew life transitions could be this hard?!

I admit it.  I thought once I graduated nursing school things would just come together seamlessly.

I'd get a job, make money, get a house and wahlah...life would be perfect!!

I didn't expect to be so emotionally fragile since graduation.  If you've read my previous post, you'd know that upon graduation from nursing school I was attacked by the enemy completely unexpectedly.  I thought my graduation would be filled with bliss, not feelings of frustration and failure.

I have come to realize that the enemy has targeted me full-force.

I vacillate between feelings of happiness and contentment to feelings of anger, frustration and disappointment.  I usually would post something like this on my other blog: Where's The Lord In That, but I haven't posted there in a longtime b/c I'm really looking at my relationship with the Lord and it has proved to show some weaknesses that make me vulnerable and not willing to share.

I never thought life would be this hard or emotional.

I am at a place where the Lord has challenged me to trust him and believe in him (something that is hard for me to do) but today I am making baby steps towards that.  I want to be in a place of joy, contentment and satisfaction.  {Thank you Believing God by Beth Moore for bringing some things to the forefront}.

Sorry for the seriousness of this post, but this is where I am at right now!!!